May 1, 2013

Exciting to scary dream. Before riding the cruise party, I told people immediately to draw anime drawing and that they will win a prize. I was happy telling people, inside the cruise too. It was dark and flashy lights on, people were watching a movie from the projector. I don't know why this movie reminds me of Cloud Atlas, I never watched it, maybe the feeling? Ending was when our boat drifted away with the another boat and we were running speed to the land where there was fire on and off, it was like wildfire. I was so scared, but we finally got off the land, then we were back to the ocean and Biggie from Hyungjae realized something off and said "we're in the end of the ocean" so we all went out and tried to turn the boat around with our hands because the ocean was 2 inch water, but it was still accelerating towards the end of the ocean, I was helping then I realized I saw Steven Byeon. I felt his warmth from his body as we held into each other to help pull away the boat.. That was so weird, WTF?

Let me start with, why does Sean Penn always chose a role where it looks like he has mental issue? "I am Sam" and now "This Must Be The Place". Maybe I shouldn't say this because I probably didn't watch his other movies. It's just the movie I watch from him, he acts off as suffering mental problems or depression, disorder, disease, etc. I like the ending song though, "This Must Be The Place" by Gloria. I'm not sure why they called it "This Must Be The Place" but the movie did mention that the little kid was saying Arcade Fire sang the song "This Must Be The Place" and Sean Penn was like, that the Arcade Fire covered the original song. I'm guessing it has to do with where he's in search for his dad's goal to kill the Nazi soldiers. His father passed away and left a diary about this man he was searching for. It was cute I guess, random too. I never seen him in a goth style before. He acted strangely, but not poorly. It was indeed, a better portray of a rock star. Kind of like Ozzy Osbourne, where he is right now, he looks bit goth or metal style. I am not good at generalizing fashion, so ignore me with this one. 

Mana Sama from Moi Dix Mois, his hair style had similar style like Mana Sama from Malice Mizer and Moi Dix Mois. That was the first thing that popped into my head. His role sounds depressing in the beginning, but it gets better. He was playing the role of a guy name Cheyenne. This movie doesn't explain what happened to his friend who passed away, but I think I could have missed it. Maybe about depression lead to commit suicide. His musics were all depressing, I think after his friend's death, he stopped performing.

I watched this trailer at the movie theater way too many times that I thought I was getting sick of it, to the point I thought I was going to rip off the movie chair and throw it across the screen. Yes, that's how I know this movie so well from repetitive trailers even before the movie trailers. Movie was really cute though, I really liked Norman a lot. He reminds me of me. Everybody thinks I'm weird and plus I am abnormal when it comes to health. I get sick every second, it's weird. Not like flu sick, but something always happens to me, as if I'm prone to sickness. I'm either sick or cramps everywhere. I blame myself for not taking care of my body since I was young. Imagine me in 20 years, wow, I'll be 45 years old, I could probably be worse. Anyways this movie was very touching, it gave me teary eyes. My boyfriend and I watched this movie together. If you feel like you get picked on at school or by your family just because you're "weird" or "abnormal" then this movie could be for you. Maybe even serial killers who are lonely compulsive people should watch this too, I mean who knows they are probably killers because of people picked on them and got the serial killers into insecurity. Remember, usually the "quiet kids" develops some kind of insane personality. Oh and this movie was more of the realistic side, so I liked it, like there's homosexuality and other things you might be interested in if you watch it.